Mez3rika

Life has been cruel to me and to the people I hold dear, Forcing us to be good With the wrong motive: out of fear. As they project on us versions of their own misery, Leading us to believe we took part of such tragedy. All of this has taught me that we all take love for granted, Clouded with false thoughts Unaware of what is wanted. Though with them hurting us we actually learn to become, The strongest survivors and to their pain, we will be numb.

On my fingers, I could count The number of days we passed. Halfway through--you held my hand Towards a heavenly land. Which only you and I share Under cloudy sheets of stars, Representing our love As divine as what's above.

A new year has begun And I still hesitate, In a war of choices That could change my fate. To better or to worse Is not my main concern, But hurting others do And that, you can't return.

Before tragedy, my tears stream With a disguise of fake reasons, That my brain made up to trick me Until my heart -from life- ceases. Which proves my state of denial And the way it hurts--once again, So I guess I will get used to Yearning for you, which I still feign.

I may be miserable And I don't care, 'Cause I've got nothing Left to lose.

Hidden, is my yearn for you Whether you care or not, To let you know, I do wish Yet in pain I am caught.

Memories never pass away In funerals of letting go, Nor with the death of its owner Just because others can not know.

Life with no love is A tragic thing, Yet I disapprove When its wounds sting, That I carry not Which we can't feel, Since we were built to Only us--heal. So if you love me Prepare to fight, For the beast inside Which you can't bite. Because I grew sick Of changing me, For people that fear My fiend; and flee.

Beware of intentions When love takes its place, Else we would let mistakes Have a bigger space. You need not to explain An action with speech, If their views do not meet What you wish to teach.

When I asked for love It came in a box, Packaged with your lies So I changed my mind. Then I asked for love In a different way, So guess what happened? I fed you my lies.